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well didnt this  in the bottom anyways ive got bebo now  so if you wanna check that out for new shizzer dont be afraid its http://www.bebo.com/Profile.jsp?MemberId=18748663

yes indeed it is tegan has had her baby girl lisa noelle murphy and chzanny's older sister had her little boy who is not named yet so he's our namless little stalion hahaah both born on 4th july wooooo gezzz i dont really know what to type im just real happy that bother the babies are here healthy cant wait to see them again makes me wanna go out and have ababy hahaah just kidding but yeah wooooo baby time!

whats going down my little hash browns jesthus it has been a long long long long longgggggg time since i wrote a blog  i suppose its really cause nothin to exciting has happened since elle's party which kicked arse other then that life has been pretty repeative work, work, and oh yeah work! its not that bad use to the same old thing but working in trax is awesome i talk about music all day listen to music all day and sell music all day my boss just got back from melbourne he went there and seen korn the yarns he has told me sounds like it was mad as a mad cow now that is pretty mad he got to meet all of them cept jonathan cause he ewas sick but nah hes got some maddddd photos and stuff..

 

oh yeah ill chuck my big day out pictures on here never mind it was ages ago but hey im a hard working noogah makin a living in the ghetto bwahahaha...

 

ohhhh something super dooper crazy while i was living at my sisters sum fella broke in stole my ps2 games and a few movies from my house hahaha not really worried bout it though wen i realised it happen i didnt know if i was just spinnin out i sat down on my couch to play it and was like ahhh where the fark is my playstation... after wondering around like a stunned mullet i came to the conclusion that apart from the one control that was under my couch everything else to do with my playstaion had been totally TAXATION ohwells so to kill my sorrows i went out and brought more shit for myself.

 

mmmmmmm other then that people there s not really much i have to talk about so sorry i know im suppose to keep you poople up todate with everytang i gotta get myself another digital camera errrgg more money oh another thing to.....YES I HAVE THROWN PARTIES THAT HAVENT BEEN FOR ME BUT SORRY I AINT HAVING THE AFTER PARTY

 

anyways im off to crash its way past my bed time peace out craig!@!@

hows it going people of the jiggaboo land just piss farting around put some pictures up nothing that exciting ahh there are a few frrom when i went and seen foo fighters the rest are just of my niece and nephew and ahh yer those strange people that im always around my nigga g's but yerrrr anyways oh big day out was mad cant really remember much but thats ok cause kid kenobi went off like a rocket in iraq but yer i got lots of photos but cant put them up simply cause the camera is dead to the world and i dont want peiple strealing them god dammit im soooo budget anyways im going to clean my room up latersssss....did i mention perth was pretty shithouse!

hey well its like a wednesday morning at about 5:45 i havent slept yet and im about to get on a plane wen ever my flight is cant remember and uhh just finished packin i think i dont know probably would forget something i dunnno but i hope you guys have a wicked time in hedland as ill b at the BIG DAY OUT WOOO WOO never mind my smart mutha of mine booked a ticvket without no return so i is gonna scrape me bum nbum to get back to my bebe luv ya like a fat kid loves cake have great day back at school kiddie winks and no waggin u little gins l;ater

 

im gonew for 5 days but im gonna miss u ow

you know i havent really thought about it for a while and for who ever reads this im fully sorry it has to be so depressing but i gotta get this off my chest or all its gonna do is eat me away and i do best explaining things by writing the shit down.

 

fuckin as sooon as i think everything is going to go fine it jumps up and bites me right in the arse i dont thin k about my choices i dont think about how i might affect others i do what ever the fuck i think i should do which always ends up being the wrong decission causin me to drift away slowly not only from myself but from my mates. its so simple to fade away without anyone even knowing i mean fuck man if you dont know but peter drage (R.I.P)  grew up with me and no one could give a fuck about where he was what he was doing then all of a sudden he was gone wtf my thought and opionions soon changed i grew up with the guy we were sweet as but no one never went out of there way for him it could have been any of us but that shouldnt be the point why wait till it leads to something like that then realise fuck what the hell is going on... all this might not make sense normally doesnt  its almost four in the mornin i cant sleep i just keep thinkn how much i do nothing but make people happy but then crush that happiness i dont do it intentionally but it always happens i got in the back of my mind that im gonna be alone i fuckin get paranoid i let people in then loose them not completely but i loose what ever it was that made the friendship special shit i remember when i could talk all hours of the morin to people now they just sleep i knoiw i can talk up some shit but hear me out hey

 

instead of spending your time getting mad sad or what ever it is at your family or mates, instead of bitchin on here about other people fuckin move on hey lifes to short and ive thought way to many times about ending it and now that ive lost so many all i wanna do is stay and make things right.... your probably thinkin wtf em i going on about well i cant pin point it but when you get a mate you would go around the stars lap it around the world then back to them you dont wanna do nothing but keep a smile on there face

 

im not even going to attempt changin any of this cause even though it dont make sense it all came at me and i need to get it out there my head feels so fucked up and i wanna take this chance to say sorry to anyone i ever hurt or let down